I picked up a book the other day detailing various studies about how sex is used as a weapon against women. One of the chapters was about gang rape in Phnom Penh or bauk, as it is called which means ‘plus’ in Khmer. Reading this I was reminded of a documentary I saw in Cambodia interviewing men who participate in bauk and the women who had suffered from bauk, often helpless and sometimes by as many as 30 men. It was one of the most traumatic things I have ever seen; I was saddened and enraged.
Sex workers helpless as young men ‘bond’ in gang rape outings
An act of so-called “bonding” for some left thousands of women broken; physically and emotionally scarred, empty and in pain.
The article (2003) details how gang rape is now one of the most popular after-dark pastimes.
A survey of young people in Phnom Penh found that only 13.4 per cent of women and 13.7 per cent of men regarded bauk as rape.
People think prostitutes are volunteers [this often isn’t the case in Cambodia] and men believe it gives them the right to do with them as they wish with little or no regard for the implications. One man was quoted as saying
They’ve had sex so many times it doesn’t make any difference. It’s not like we’re handling virgin goods.
Watching the documentary I became aware of one of the darkest sides of sexual abuse where men exert such power over women in such a devastating way. I had heard about but it took me back to a day 2 years ago where I learned of much more common and ‘accepted’ attitudes towards the treatment of women.
This was when I first learned about the Khmer proverb, which is also the title of this blog. I started writing this in 2009 but I was so overwhelmed, appalled and confused by what I learned, at the time that I couldn’t find a way to articulate it so it just stayed as a draft in my blog. I wanted to communicate what I was learning, what some of the struggles are in Cambodian society and perhaps address why that might be. But on the flip side I was also wary of leaving people with a very negative perception of Khmer society. Cambodia is a beautiful country home to some of the most humble, gentle and kind people I have ever met and there are many beautiful aspects of their society and culture. The reality is that each society or community has it’s struggles.
But, as I read this chapter on the research conducted in Cambodia and the motives driving these men to carry out bauk it was once again at the forefront of my mind.
Lately it’s been hard to know what to blog about, what stories or experiences to share. Truth is there is so much. I was talking with someone and realised that public blogging can be incredibly powerful and informative but also it only reveals a snapshot of life at one moment in time and it’s completely subjective based on your perceptions, your experiences.
When I joined the HIV Education and Prevention team with TASK this week we went to some of the urban poor areas surrounding the city and into the backstreets close to the garment factories to talk with workers and their partners, or husbands. I listened to the TASK staff educate many about the risks of HIV/AIDS but one particular conversation I will never forget. A man was wearing a t-shirt with a red ribbon on and we asked if him what he knew about AIDS and other STIs. He seemed to know more than most and was very willing to talk to us and share his experiences, his wife was standing just behind him inside the house. He openly exclaimed that he needed to be more careful and make sure that he was protecting himself when he slept with other women because he didn’t know if they carried any infections and he didn’t want to pass anything onto his wife. I sat there bewildered, totally confused. He was so open, it seemed…normal. I wondered if it was normal. I sat there looking at his wife trying to imagine how she must feel, although she appeared unaffected I had no doubt that inside she was reeling, angry and hurt but for a reason unknown to me at the time she was unable to express these feelings.
I remember talking to many people about what I heard that day and in the weeks that followed, trying to make sense of it. I talked with Cambodians and expats I knew and some who worked directly with women who were vulnerable to exploitation and abuse. I realised that it was
‘normal’ and often accepted for men to have multiple partners and many even hold the view that it is not possible to survive with just one girl. I started to understand the realities of this Cambodian proverb:
Men are like gold, women are like white cloth
Young girls and women who survive rape and sexual abuse have to cope with discriminatory attitudes reflected in this Cambodian saying. Once stained, they can never be fully cleaned.
The conversation with the man we encountered that day, 2 years ago, will always stay with me because my eyes were opened to a problem that has devastating affects on peoples lives. It has impacted me on a personal level to in relationships I have had.
Things must change and attitudes need to be challenged, women need people willing to stand alongside them, advocate for them and be their voice when they are silent for fear of abuse, abandonment or worse. The Guardian article I quoted was written in 2003 and since then things have changed, there is a greater awareness of these incidences and many people are trying to challenge attitudes, educate and protect those most at risk. But there is still a long way to go.
The context:
Sex before marriage is frowned on and girls who lose their virginity are considered “srey koic” (fallen women).
Prostitution although outlawed by the law, is generally tolerated.
Brothels can be found in most towns and cities and young Khmer boys may even be introduced to their first experience of sex by being taken to a brothel by a relative or friend.
While the Khmer Rouge created a man made catastrophe in the 1970’s the true tragedy today is that there is a legacy of destruction and assault on the most innocent and vulnerable of Cambodia’s people.
It is not uncommon for young girls who have been raped and trafficked into the sex trade to despair of returning to normal life or marriage and see no other choice but to become voluntary sex workers.